Resolutions

Last year my resolution was to get a better result, I did that. This coming new year, it's still the same but I'm gonna expect more of myself.

On top of that, maybe to improve my personality, be a better person than last time, hopefully.

That's not too greedy right?

What is the prerequisite of being clever?

Use your damn brain !

Finally, I've made something I'm kinda proud of !

It all started with the idea of giving my old car interior a better look, so this christmas I flourish my car with presents.

the useless and noisy wiper - changed 30
abnormal power window motor - changed 70
fluffy seat belt - changed 35
switches for the radio emitter plus electronics - 40

I spent the day thinking how to find the 12 volts wire source of my car, since it's an old car, the units/symbols of the wires are not there anymore to tell me what the heck is that wire for. I got no voltmeter/multimeter, my father don't have one, most my friends don't know what is that, I'm stranded.

So how did I install these 2 switches onto the car?

( the red is for the radio emitter, and the white is a secret )

I cheated.

Since the car cigarette lighter is suitable for the radio emitter, which I know needs 12volts to work. Problem solved, I got my 12 volts source from the car

What I need is some internal wiring to split the wire from the socket, and bring it out to the switches and the ultra bright LEDs.

Though it sounds easy, but I used 3 hours to finish the wiring due to the degree of freedom of my big hands in small and enclosed area in the car, like the place behind the radio, is freaking less.

But still, it is nicely done in the end !

I can even catch the ants making love at night in the car now. Happy!

Gemini

GEMINI (Irresistible)
Nice.
Love is one of a kind.
Great listeners.
Very Good in the you know where ...
Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out.
Trustworthy..
Always happy.
Loud.
Talkative.
Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.
Loves to make out.
Has a beautiful smile.
Generous.
Strong.
THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE..

Wow? Stumble upon this when I was blog hopping

Reservations

When you play, play hard, never play 60% 80%, it must always be 100%.

Same goes to studies, put your heart and soul into it.

Whats the point of doing something when you are not doing you best to make it work out perfectly?

How can there be enjoyment? when you have reservations while you play?
How can you get good results when you don't concentrate on what you are studying?

Play hard, study smart, do your best in everything, 100% effort ! in the end, many will turn out better than you expect.

Lesson on Patience

I can come out with great and creative ideas in my brain, things that is out of the box, but in the end I screwed up the whole thing, reason? lack of patience.

The latest scenario regarding this patience thingy is to make an arm rest for that old junk car(I appreciate it, thanks mom!) I have.

I had all the blue prints on my head, bought the materials and finally have the mood to do it. The material? Those plastic board they use for art or signboards in mall.


It's sturdy and hard so I guess it can stand the weight of my arm. DAMN, this thing is freaking HARD to cut with a cutter !


I spent 30 minutes cutting out a base for that arm rest, the measurement is precise, but I gave up, I don't have time to cut all the pieces precisely ! Maybe I'm lack of perseverance but I will never spend the damn day cutting that piece of plastic board.

Guess what? I changed it into a tissue box holder.

I can have great ideas, can make out something with my hand, but usually it stays inside my head unless someone needs it or I got the patience to bring it into reality.


this brings my failure to erm? 50?

Let's see, my recent failures

1. I tried to customize my desktop casing, glossy look, with 5-6 coats of paint, ended up 3 coats but still i can see my reflection with it, so, acceptable la
   
2. Convert an ATX power supply into an adapter with fan, successful after a few tries with card board, plastic board, wood, reason? I needed it.
3. laptop cooler, working but looks ugly, screwed up with the measurements and the aluminum foil for the surface.
4. .....
   
5. .............
6. ................. the list goes on

damn, sometimes I hate myself, but I just wont change.

Look Alikes

The day started normally like the past two days, all right, then I decide to get my arse back in Ipoh.

At first I never realize that my wallet is empty, so I take a detour and go withdraw plus grab my hard disk USB cable in Lowyat. I parked at Times Square and went to Times Square to withdraw.

When I was lining up, she passed by, I was like WTF? Impossible...

I look again, more like staring, as she was lining up for cash deposit machine.

WTF?! Impossible !

She really look like her! 95% same height same face same hair style. She returned the stare like I'm a freak or smtg, lol, luckily I did not call her loudly, I guess it's not her.

That freaked me out though, after I withdraw I can even forgot bout my hard disk cable. call that for a day.

Key to unlock a heart

In truth, the best lesson learnt was not being honest enough in a relationship. In order to unlock a heart, honesty is your best asset, lies spawn more lies and in the end, are you acting or being yourself?

Honesty is the closest key you can get to unlock a heart, whether you like it or not, it works.
One might think that you are a fool but in the end, it will be felt.

Why being together when you cant be yourself even with the one you thought closest to you?
Being together means nothing when you dont even share your thoughts. One might argue that it is my thoughts and it stays inside! Those who challenge it is not honest enough.

So, admit your lies and start telling the truth, it might win you a heart. People almost always lie, be a bit different.

What's the odds of getting rich before 30?

What is the odds of getting rich before 30? For a young adult, they need support monetary wise from their parents, they might have a bit of savings but what are the chances of getting rich after they graduate?

Lets see, for a normal malaysian, at the age of 17, after spm, they go for foundation, a-levels, sam, etc etc, when they finish, 18, then after 4 years plus plus for their degree, 23++.

My question is, will most of them become reasonably rich in 7 years? including repaying those government or private loans, the odds are quite low.

okay cut the crap, I wanna be rich before 30, I'm going to take my chances with the money I have and try to multiply it with my knowledge and my connections.

Now what I see is my money will never multiply much leeching bank interest, it is freaking low.
But what if I fail and lose the money?

Holidays

Seriously holidays will do me no good, I've been sleeping irregularly and missing meals ever since I'm back for sem break. I need a HOBBY ! I don't wanna browse the internet reading craps which are useless. Damn I've spent too much time on games, wikipedia, and yum cha session. ARGH

HOLIDAYS must have vacation ! Why mine does not come with one ? SHIT

What lies ahead?

I'll never give up, and I hope it brings me to the horizon that I've yearned to reach!

I know it's there waiting for me! Hope that time will wait for me to reach there...

Mission Upside Down

Mission Objective: have as much fun as possible in a day, celebrate bd girl's bd, Rice reunion, egg escapessss, vampire out in sun.

NTB
1. money $$$$$$$$$
2. cap (bd girl bring x2 for egg)
3. sunglasses O-O
4. sun tan lotion
5. extra clothes for beach (bd girl bring x2 for rice)
6. towel (bd girl bring x2 for rice)
7. slippers (bd girl bring x2 for rice)
8. extra clothes ( not so casual for J)
9. CAMERAAAAAAAAAAA (BD girl UR JOB)
10. yourself

Journey Flow (Confirmed)
1. PJ
2. LCCT
3. PD
4. J
5. LOP

Pardon me for my ASSF. =D

will update if there are any changes

People

there are people who think by talking they can solve all the problems
there are also people who think they can avoid problems by just keeping quiet
there are people who don't even think there's any problems!

there're people who love ordering others to do them favours
but rarely practise returning favours
there're people who always doing others favours
while complaining deep down their hearts

there're also people who can live alone without people helping hands or helping others!

there're people who want to be discipline but never able to
there're also people who can't help being discipline it's like a curse on them!
there're definitely also some people whose the word "discipline" has never come to their brains before!

there's just too many types of people around this world


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Not my post, credits to TCY

The Story Of Root Three

I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

A three is all that's good and right
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath a vicious square-root sign?
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick
With just some quick arithmetic
I know I'll never see the sun
As 1.7321

Such is my reality
A sad irrationality
When, hark, just what is this I see?
Another square root of a three


Has quietly come waltzing by
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
And with a wave of magic wands
Our square-root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed

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kumar's story of root three. edited > written by Dave Feinberg

What ever that comes after this

I'm hoping for the best
Ever since I walked away
My EGO is the reason
and anger is my excuse

I'm a thorn in your eyes
An extract of your thoughts
but still it matters not
I can't force it my way

I'm sorry for what I've done
Thank you for being with me
I hope you know that deep down
I never wanna make you sad

My apology has no impact
As I can't undo the PAST
only to live off the present
and hope for the future

I know my chances are up
even before I say sorry
yet I never give up
hoping our path to cross again

It has been great being with you
the memories will never fade
imprints in my heart
and the light of my soul

smile..
the lips I know so well..

Me

I need a hobby to keep me sane from my hectic study life, I've just realized, I've work so hard for my results this semester that I forgot how to enjoy myself during the process.

Every weekend I'll stay in my hostel to study, to improve myself that I've put my social life to a standstill. Of course, I have tasted the fruits of my labor, my results significantly improved. The satisfaction of doing well and impress myself, indescribable but yet, I made myself an outcast somehow because I forgot how to socialize.

Argh!

一生中最爱 - 谭咏麟

如果痴痴的等某日终于可等到一生中最爱
谁介意你我这段情每每碰上了意外不清楚未来
何曾愿意我心中所爱
每天要孤单看海

宁愿一生中都不说话都不想讲假话欺骗你
留意到你我这段情你会发觉间隔着一点点距离
无言地爱我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
oooh ooh

如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你

宁愿一生中都不说话都不想讲假话欺骗你
留意到你我这段情你会发觉间隔着一点点距离
无言地爱我偏不敢说
说一句想跟你一起
oooh ooh

如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你

如真如假如可分身饰演自己
会将心中的温柔献出给你唯有的知已
如痴如醉还盼你懂珍惜自己
有天即使分离我都想你我真的想你

如果痴痴的等某日终于可等到
一生中最爱

Are we too close for comfort?

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
You left my life in disarray
All i want is one more day
Cuz all i need is one more day with you

Now im sitting here
Like we used to do
I think about my life
And now there's nothin i won't do
Just for one more day
One more day with you

Everytime i see your face
Everytime you look my way
Its like it all falls into place
Everything feels alright
Evertime i here ur name
Everytime i feel the same
Its like it all falls into place
Everything, everything feels right

You walked away just one more day
Is all i need is one more day with you.

Internet Connection

Being unable to get connected smoothly frustrates me. My hostel internet connection is more than suck, it takes years to load google and it takes forever to load a youtube video.

I seriously need a good internet connection to keep myself sane and at the same time get my assignments done asap rather than waiting and reloading and waiting and reloading the damn web page just to get into wiki or dictionary.com.

This happens when those BOD of my university thinks that internet is a luxury for a student and that concludes that the BOD are a bunch of old hag where they see technology is a kind of deadly virus.

The most obvious solution at the moment and the not so distant future is to opt to stay outside campus and get your own land line internet connection because wireless broadband wimax don't communicate well with online games and 24/7 uptime at the moment.

Constant disconnection is a big no no.

But staying outside campus has it flaws, namely transport, fuel, utility bills, rental and waking up an hour early for class. Money and time is at stake.

Therein lies my problem and I've been asking myself the same old question, In Campus or Out?
Since it's a problem to me and a problem must have a solution, I think I should stay outside for the next coming semester, for my sanity.

Vegetarian

A bad hunter. Someone who survives by consuming not food, but the stuff that food eats.

Uncertainties

Where am I 10 years later?

Why must things be that complicated?

I've shit loads of thoughts but not enough words to impress myself with the answer to these shit.

The answer lies at the bottom of the bottle?

No one cares, maybe that's the root, no one really seem to care.

Time Well Spent

there was a time I used to spend hours daily to play this game, and every wednesday and saturday night, there will be a guild war where everyone in the guild go conquer other guilds castle.

Me being the lowest hp class in the game, also known as a High Wizard, rush into the castle before everyone else, bravery or stupidity?

My guild? Legacy, the crescent with a wing is our tag, 4 crazy warrior rushing into a heavily defended castle owned by KAOS, aka Kill All On Sight, the red star tag. I was also a member of KAOS later on as Legacy was disbanded due to some leadership issues. Conspiracy and alliance !

I did not regret a bit playing this game. This game is called Ragnarok, the best online game I've played so far because I met a lot of friends from different walks of life. I also get to know that being a leader which controls everyone so that each of them do their part is NEVER an easy task, coordination, teamwork, communication, strategy, all must be there.

The best part was during guild war, everyone is tense, shouting at each other at cyber cafe, blessing ! agility up ! Sonic Blow that idiot, after that, when the guild war ends at 10, everyone will be at talking about the heat and excitement of the war. That's what we call professionalism, LOL

This will be part of my core memory, the part where this game accompany me growing up, giving me the opportunity to learn the qualities of life, the stories that I'll tell my grandchildren next time as it is one of my happiest moments, no past no future, just the moment, the bliss of playing this game.

Well, since later of the day I'm gonna be in my uni after spending 3 months of holiday, I hope that everything will be fine for me in the coming semester ! I got goals to achieve.

It's time.

The beauty of WORDS

WE FISH VEGETABLES THAT TABLE

mean anything to you?

My point is, some words when formed together as a sentence are meaningful.

here are some that made me laugh in the middle of the night.

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Taken from some random video at youtube

i did it... walked in the road... got hit by a 20 tonne truck .... now i have no legs or arms .
slapbroz (18 hours ago) Show Hide


if you got no arms or legs how did you walk home and type this so u can tell us you lost them
Purrkins (18 hours ago) Show Hide


Then how did you type that?
chrisknows (18 hours ago) Show Hide


you probably punched in the wrong code...
entres (18 hours ago) Show Hide


Well, at least you learned a lesson...
roshan89us (18 hours ago) Show Hide

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or from my friend?

- Adrian - ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
u ask me to stay for what le?
- Adrian - ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
cx u cant sleep yet?
XXXXXXXXX says:
clever
XXXXXXXXX says:
hahaha i lazy 2lsp
- Adrian - ¯\(º_o)/¯ says:
WOW THAT's A STATEMENT
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everyone has the ability to form sentences, but to make one that has meanings or fathomable, you need more than just knowing the language.

HMMM?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

try yourself (taken from someones blog)

HMMM?

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

try yourself (taken from someones blog)

The price to feed a child till they can stand on their own

Having a child is the greatest honor and responsibility bestowed upon any living being.

Last time I spend money like nobody's business, the hard earned money of my parents.
As time goes by, I began to understand that money is not easy to come by as it seem.

Slowly I've stop asking money from my parents to fulfill my desire but rather get over with my desire of spending their money just to make myself happy for a moment owning something I don't deserve.

I've learn to appreciate their efforts in giving me what I need in order to live on, this I can never ever repay them back, just to hope that I'm able to give them the luxury life everyone is working for when I'm capable.

Their problems are their own to began with, I'm not able to do anything to ease their suffering.
I know well that what I need to do now is to do well in my studies for my well being and their peace of mind, I won't fail.

Even though nothing much is conveyed between us anymore, I hope that you understand that sometimes I'm stubborn as hell, I feel sorry though. Thank you for giving me the life I have today and I hope that tomorrow I can let both of you live well. Tomorrow is near..

There was once you insist on giving me some money although I told you I still have some with me. I realize the value of the money my mom gave me, the value of making me who I am today and dad, though I don't approve some of your actions but I'm proud and thankful to have both of you as my parents.

The love you showed me are priceless.

At the Moment

I'm bored, hot, facebooking, blogging, breathing, bored, typing, BORED, chatting, watching some fail videos, bored, CURSING STREAMYX, BORED !!!

DAMN.. I hate holidays, so lifeless.

Seriously I NEED A HAIR CUT !!!

it's way too long.

Book's I've read this holiday

Crusader's gold

The Last Crusade

Inheritance Cycle


anyone got any books similar to these?

I went to SG and it's brief and boring.

But still it's a good place to stay after I graduate and started working.

out

Hand went wrong

After spending months on the keyboard and not holding a pen for so long, I must admit that something went wrong with my hand and the pen, it's like they are having war or something.

They just cant cooperate well enough for me to sign my signature like I used to before.

Signature deferred. That's bad.... You know why? I can't withdraw my money from the bank !

so now, I'm busy practicing my signature, coaxing my right hand to cooperate with the pen.

wish me luck

Hero

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight...

I need a camera

Guess what? I had a great weekend with family..

but I got no pictures at all cox my camera in phone sucks..

I appeared in 4 states in a day, KL Selangor, Pahang, Perak and I went to Jogoya, Klang bak kut teh, tg tualang prawns but the best part is no picture of me there.. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

wasted..

I NEED A CAMERA..

but i got no money at the moment

20 years old

I'm actually 20 without even realizing that I'm that old, such ignorance.. =D

thinking back about the past 20 years, the best time I had was during secondary.

listing it all out will take forever,

I
1. break dance behind the class last time
2. take photos of teacher teaching in front
3. never attend assembly for 9 months.
4. 1st to sleep in class always
5. watch prank at midnight with buddy during spm study WEEK(S)
6. almost always bring hand phone to school.
7.........................

hmmm the most hilarious part was I brought a toaster and a blender to my room. Reason? toast bread and eat it while its fresh.. blender? because I don't wanna wake the whole house up blending ice blended watever juices in the kitchen so i did it in my room instead. I did cover up the blender with the pillow !

talking about deja vu...

I'm doing it again and thought of the last time i did that. LOL

Well, I'm fine and well tonight, hopefully I'm still in one piece tomorrow morning because the blender blending ice, you know.. the sound even when covered up with pillow is like you knocking a hammer on the wall..

10 days of my life

I've spent 10 days working in One Utama as vitamins promoter, kids' vitamin, giving out free pooh bear from disney as free gift, tempting kids to try the vitamins, and convincing adults to buy from me.







this cow is not related. just someone trying to be funny when the cow costume guy was away. hah

My boss promoting.

The MC of the event.
The girl inside the cow and the cow guy laughing coz he might lose his job...

N95

Before I throw it away, here's my free hand sketching done at the beginning of the semester.

Sometimes I'm amazed at myself too, I thought I'm fail at drawing. HAHA?!


Finally I've finished the gun.. looks more stupid than ever but still I'm proud of it HAHA..

Project GUN !

I've made a pistol that does not look like a pistol. hahaha

exploded and assembled view, half done la of course.

Assembled View

Exploded View, haven't edit the position.. =/ lots more to do

current count = 9 parts in total
Parts needed = 25
Parts missing = 16 OMFGGGGGGGGG

all right, time to sleep!

edited: just in case some of you doesn't know how a pistol looks like, here's the one I'm trying to make....

tadaa...

My DV2777TX

Some things are not meant to be meddle around with, there's a reason why HP doesn't supply Windows XP drivers for my laptop.



Speedstep ISSUE !
The Windows XP Speedstep is the main issue, where when there's no load the processor will run at 50% speed to save power.


When there's a load of more than 38%, then only the CPU will run at max. Supposedly the power scheme "always on" in Windows XP will disable the Speedstep, but it doesn't!


So now, whenever I load an application or load a page that uses more than 38% the cpu will lag for a second and run at full throttle, max speed 2100mhz, after finish loading it will return back to 50%.

I can't stand that one second lag(come on that's LONG !) where in Window Vista, the lappy have no problem with lag issues even with Speedstep on and I'm on the latest BIOS! zZzZ, too updated that XP cant understand?

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Due to the fact that HP doesn't provide Window XP drivers for my DV2777TX, I went back to the hardware manufacturer to get my drivers, after a whooping 8 hours of searching, I manage to get everything working.

MIC issue
some how Conexant doesn't provide the drivers for my soundcard because it came paired with my 56k modem(who gives a shit bout 56k modem in their laptop?), I forced another laptop driver into my DV, the audio codec works, no modem, who cares? After I found out that the mic is not working, it took me another 5-6 hours to find the driver but this time i failed to get one with mic working. I guess I have to live without the mic.

GPU
The latest graphic driver for 8400M GS for windows xp is not up to date, and it gives me shit temperature doing the same stuffs I've been doing all these while with Windows Vista.

where normally in Vista using the latest drivers I get 50C and NO BSOD coz the GPU became so hot the lappy shuts itself down in Windows XP.

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In short, HP DV2700 series are not meant to run Windows XP and I can't believe that I'm saying this!

I'm going to change back to Windows Vista ASAP when I get my recovery discs, which is in Ipoh, my hometown.

The main reason I change to Windows XP is because PRO Engineer 2.0 only supports XP, but after I formated my friend manage to get the PRO E 4.0 and with a few tweaking and CXACKING it runs smoothly on VISTA!!

=.="

This time my vista will have all the bling bling! no more classic look, 3gb ram is more than enough to have all the themes wallpaper sidebar and all those useless flashy stuffs on the lappy !

Unlike those ricers, just for show and when load application takes up to a minute to load, its gonna have both the performance and looks, where last time all I care was about performance.

I'll be back with my lappy in Vista once AGAIN!

I need my Unit VECTOR NOW !

I've got the magnitude, but I don't have the unit vector.

What am I without it? I'm lost now, hopefully there's a lost and found counter for me.

My magnitude is limitless but without a unit vector, what can I do?

Nothing...................

while (unit_vector<=0) { printf("Lost"); unit_vector++; } ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... Lately my comps like to give me problems, my 7 year old desktop lying dead and my 500GB of hard disk spoilt/corrupted. The best part is I don't have any backups and my projects, my movies, my e-books are all there.

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a quote stolen from tcy's blog which she got it from her eng lecturer I don't know

There comes a point in your life when you realize

who matters,

who never did,

who won't anymore...

and who always will.

So, don't worry about people from your past,

there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

p/s: sorry tcy if i curi this from your blog << =P

Lost a Friend

After abandoning my 5 year old desktop for ages collecting dust in my room and virus in its brain, thanks to my cousins, I thought giving it a bit of dusting and a clean OS will be a good thing to do.

After I've done my backups, spring cleaning. The first thing it shows after i switch it on is a blank screen without the usual beep sound. After rigorous testing, with contradict results, for the very first time, I don't know what to do with it.

Does that mean that the desktop is dead? I hope not...

Patience

My patience is not limitless, though it may seem that I'm very good at controlling my temper(not when I'm driving!) when I fire up, I'm a different person, but its different for everyone, I treat people differently. =D

What you would do for someone avoiding you, a line in between? Do the same? Try to please that person? well, monologue is not in my list, so the only option left for me is to give my patience a test.

Don't think that will work but hey, only option possible and it won't hurt trying. HAHA

It's like a "what comes first? chicken or egg?" scenario, a begining that has no ending until the chicken or egg speaks up.

Chinese New Year

Today is the 11th day of chinese new year.

I got shit load of assignments due this or next few weeks, 2-3 test around the corner, and now I have a serious need of shouting HELP!!

This year chinese new year was fun, I met quite a lot of people and manage to hang out alot with my buddies, the sad part is I only won RM 30 through gamble this year, not really a good haul =/ but still those who had my mcd and kfc! don't complain.. muahahahaha...

yet again I fail to take any pictures for this important occation. Sorry folks! no pics! but I have two big fire cracker that somehow ended up to be in my pocession. ngek ngek....

Basically I'm here because I'm procastinating here, trying not to think about work and just chill, but it seems like my blog content is me, complaining about the shit load of works i have and for god's sake, its still chinese new year !

Yin & Yang
In good there is some evil
In evil there is some good
Everything comes in pair
For the balance of nature

translated into english, quote of Laozi.

p/s: currently reading the six sacred stones, matthew reilly

Part Of Me

I'm actually very creative but it's always for some of my evil plans to prank or tease others. I'm wondering whether I'm able to transfer that kind of creativity to do something more practical.

Here I am thinking of how to act in a forum, writing the plot for my BM assignment and yet all those pieces in my head just won't come together. I've been brainstorming for an hour and all I can picture is how it will look like in the end but not how should I do it to make it look like what I had in mind. crap..

I bet my group members are waiting for me to tell them what to do. Sigh. think adrian ! THINK.

can anyone teach me how to say no? =/

The process of learning is slow and hard but once you get the hang of it, know how to use it, gain profit with it, you will need a bigger pocket, but why good things don't come easy? argh

I think I need a cookie.

How to draw a 15 degrees using only compass?

draw 2 lines perpendicular to each other, bisect it u will get 45 degrees, then wait? how u divide it by 3 to get 15? fuck.. i give up..

hmmm, after a while, my right angle triangle embedded in my head gave me a hint, 30 degree angle is the inverse sine of 0.5 which is 30 degrees. A right angle triangle with a 30 degree angle has the hypotenuse twice as long as the leg opposite the near leg.

so, draw 2 lines perpendicular to each other then draw the leg opposite the 30 degree angle. draw the hypotenuse twice as long, that makes a 30 degree angle

Bisect that angle and tadaa 15 degrees, but when I just realize its that easy, I'm already sick of drawing my technical drawing assignment, wasted fucking 30 mins thinking of how to draw it when i have no protractor and other geometry sets but a compass with me.

so the solution is, sleep now and get a fucking protractor tomorrow and draw that 15 degree angle and get the drawing done on break, which leaves me plenty of time to dimension it at night.

DUE wednesday... xD

friday got a calculus test..

next friday got a materials test..

then that stupid lan subject BM has tonnes of assignments

plus the materials class got a group assignment which i don't even know who the hell are my group members which due 2 weeks later.

well, that's what I call heat and excitement non stop till the end of semester!

New year is the best time to count something, for instance, did you just utter the first "fuck"? ; This is my first satay for this year; Is that the first poop on your car this year?.

LoL, was very stone after some cookies spiked with weed, the feeling.. cant be described. luckily got few photos. HAHA

Happy 2009 Everyone, this year is going to be the best !