What ever that comes after this

I'm hoping for the best
Ever since I walked away
My EGO is the reason
and anger is my excuse

I'm a thorn in your eyes
An extract of your thoughts
but still it matters not
I can't force it my way

I'm sorry for what I've done
Thank you for being with me
I hope you know that deep down
I never wanna make you sad

My apology has no impact
As I can't undo the PAST
only to live off the present
and hope for the future

I know my chances are up
even before I say sorry
yet I never give up
hoping our path to cross again

It has been great being with you
the memories will never fade
imprints in my heart
and the light of my soul

smile..
the lips I know so well..