Sunday, April 24, 2016

Update

It has been years since I last blogged so bear with me.

On career 

The most significant change in my life was the new company I am with currently, I finally able to have a bit of passion when I work not some mindless drone waking up daily for work that pays the bill but not living the life I thought I could have. The downside is that I am very very far away from home! I miss you guys back home, god this feeling sucks!

On relationship. 

I am currently single. Been through an 8 month long heart wrecking relationship before I decided, I really do not need anymore drama on a daily basis, perhaps I really did grow up and know that what I wanted all these while was some matured relationship. She's a great girl with loads of potential, that I am pretty fucking sure of, hence me trying to guide her along the way hoping that one day my effort would have an effect on her attitude. Attitude is the main bulk of one's character, the way one see and react to the situation is important as there is a saying attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference - Winston Churchill, I believe the quote is from him. I do hope that one day when we meet each other, we would grow into a better person. I might not be the best partner but I do try my very best, sorry that it didn't work out the way we wanted. 

On lifestyle

I am still reading a lot of books, to catch up the lack of reading for the past few months due to some priorities, now that it is over, I guess I have time for more books. Gaming was a big part of my life that I gave up due to priorities, but I guess now my game is investment and income more than PC games but that money game is not as productive as I would like. Occasional liver damaging activities during the weekends, casual drinking during weekdays, the alcoholic in me is still there. Working out once in a while to maintain my body shape is also one thing that I would like to do but lacks the motivation to really make it a habit. 

On mental well being aka note to self

I might be a bit insane talking to myself sometimes but oh well, who reads this? Me!
- Relationship is a bonus, your happiness does not depend only on the other half, you are in charge of your own happiness too. 
- Quick to listen, slow to speak!
- save before spending(mustfuckingdoitadrianhoyoonaun)

Oh well, I guess that is all for today.

Gone were the days where we could just sit down and do nothing and still have food on the table but being an adult has it perks too. You get to be in charge of your life.