Sometimes I wish I am not as capable or not as responsible, the amount of workload daily is never ending.
When you are good, people expect you to be better and give you more work. When you hand in your work earlier than expected, next time they will ask you to do it in an even ridiculously short time.
Mind you, I'm just a junior exec attached with the company for less than 2 years and everyone expect me to fly. I might be efficient but when I'm overload, my efficiency decreases!
Wish I could just employ a I don't give a fuck attitude and do within my limits and not overloading myself with too much work.
Let's see how is my increment this year. I start my work at 7.30am(wakes at 6am to avoid jams) and leave the site after 8pm most of the time. I got no overtime nor extra allowances. If the increment is fucked up, I really don't think I should have worked so hard anymore!
Using my life to change money but in the end I don't get money. Anyway, got into an accident recently and was quite fucked up by that incident, now life is up-fucking-side down, need a new car, means loan, means commitment monthly.
There goes my plan to get my own business early. Setback a few years I guess. Damn!
Anyway, my new car is going to be Honda City 2014 I hope, Honda City! It's damn sexy! But I hope I don't have to wait for 3 months for the car. Else the old technology Toyota Vois! Mum, noooooo T_T my first new car!!!
URGHHHHHHHHHHHH It's hard to be poor hence less choices, else I would have just take a Nissan GTR or a fucking sexy red Ferrari!
Plus point tho, I got into a relationship recently and she's damn mesmerizing and annoying at times, drives me crazy, that crazy bitch but I enjoyed being with her, talking to her is like stabbing myself sometimes but well, let's just see how the future unfolds, gonna be exciting.
